scatterbrain I think they call it!!!

~really wanting to clear the major clutter that has become my home
~not getting any sleep and it shows!
~trying to be "that" mom who has it all together with 2 kids....don't know how ~any of "those" moms do it
~not fitting into any clothes yet and it's majorly depressing!
~my best friend is getting married in september and i'm so psyched ...but so need to lose this weight!
~the confused look on penelope's face all the time...makes me think she came from a former life and this wasn't what she was expecting for the next one...
~this new movie coming out called "penelope"
~walks in the neighborhood and loving all the new spring blooms - spring has sprung!
~up at 3am and being delirious...seriously not getting any sleep
~thought the 2nd time around would be better since we knew what to expect
~surprises in the mail
~visitors with FOOD! gotta love them
~escaping for 30 minutes alone and thinking this is the best ever!
~feeling i'm just not cracked up for all this

~kadison giving penelope kisses
~kadison coming into my room "whatta know mama?" " not much honey!"

~watching Oprah's Big Give and crying my eyes out!
~getting addicted to Project Runway - uh oh! When I was home with Kadison those first months I was totally addicted to "Felicity" ...this can't be good.

~wanting healthy food and having no clue on where to begin...especially with chocolate in the house!