I'm usually very open to change; bring it on I usually say!
Mixing it up is good for us and I enjoy the "mix up" that change usually brings.
But I have to say I don't enjoy the anticipation of change or the unknown. What I'm specifically talking about is the unknown of our future with Tim finally graduating in a few months.
Yes, the looming graduation date is very exciting but the unknown of where he'll find a job and what he'll be doing is unknown and with that comes a bit of anxiety for me. I'm a planner and to not be able to plan for the next few months makes me uneasy.
There are just so many possibilities of where we could go - like staying here and keeping everything the same, or moving to LA or even Chicago or who knows where? Keeping my job, leaving my job? There are many decisions up in the air and they have to fall sometime... I'd rather have them sooner than later.
But this also really teaches me to trust that the Universe will bring us what we want and where we want to go. So it's faith and trust that I need to learn or practice here...
Faith and Trust.
Faith and Trust.
Ok...I'll keep repeating those 2 words and see how that works....
I too love you writing everyday! I look forward to peering into your thoughts! If you start to feel uneasy, just think back and remember where your Faith & Trust have brought you so far, take comfort in that, and turn your uneasiness into excitement! Enjoy the ride sweetie!
Posted by: Sonja at November 13, 2006 07:37 PMsound exciting! i love change, and actually crave it every now and then.
Posted by: my pink sky at November 13, 2006 10:56 AMstef,
I love you writing every day. I think it's great. Always fun to stop by for a visit.
I love this photo.... I used to live in AZ but now I am in PA and seeing this bright fruit makes me think of sun and summer... I love it.
Faith and Trust... two words I needed to hear today, thank you for sharing.
Jenn
Posted by: jenn at November 13, 2006 05:15 AM