i've been quiet
i've been tired
i've been so frustrated and exhausted from life....from work...
my 9-5 life has gotten me in such a funk..
i'm trying to come up for air
trying to get myself together for the rest of the day ...the rest of my life..
but i tell you it's hard..
it's hard to pull myself away and detach myself
but we all have to do it
i can do it
i can do it
i can do it
i chant this in the morning and on my way home...
a client told me today that once we ask for help
we are given help
we all learn from this
it's ok to ask for help
all i'm asking for is a little help in trying to understand where i am and where i'm going and all that is in between...
Stef, I love reading your blogs. I think it is because I appears that everyone around me has it all together. It is such a relief to listen to someone who strugles with getting to trust yourself and believe in your talents. To me you seem like someone who could do anything...you already have an amazing life. I love the photos they are so moving.
I am rooting you on all the way. Cant wait to see your shop/book store. I could see it. maybe even attached to a spa. go for it.. love-Denise
Posted by: denise miller at August 31, 2006 04:09 PMwell, i dont need to tell you, you have already witnessed my state of funksviile. the only thing that pulled me through was being honest, asking for help, and making it a priority to be gentle with myself. i love you girl and give you a big supportive swooping from the midwest.
i so understand....
It's the energies right now..they are sooo funky..everyone is feeling like they are somewhere where they don't fit. Check out www.whatsuponplanetearth.com
...this chick is so intune with the planet, the universe, and the energies. Maybe it will help alittle...
Also, FABULOUS foto!!!!
yes...we are here circling around you in a big bloggie tribe hug.
asking for help is so very brave and strong in my eyes.
you are yummy.
tomorrow...sing out your window on the way to work. let the wind dance in your hair and remember the divine goddess woman you are!!
xoxox love to you.
Posted by: Boho at August 2, 2006 11:10 PMAlthough we have never met one another and, I only know you from enjoying your blog I want you to know that I am rooting for you....cheering you on and hoping that you understand all that is going on in your life right now. Although it may seem murky and cloudy that will pass, the sun will shine in, and things will seem more clear. Until then remember that some in the world is rooting for you..cheering you on ****Goooo Stefanie****
Posted by: Jennifer at August 2, 2006 09:50 PMi'm sorry to hear that life is crazy for you right now. we're here to support you!
boy, i wish i could spend an afternoon lounging in that hammick with some kind of frozen fruity drink...
Posted by: la vie en rose at August 2, 2006 12:12 PMI am on the same path as you and I am getting the feeling that there is no end. By the time we reach the, so called end, we start a new one, and it never occures to us that that is where we were going in the first place.
I am trying to figure out how to be a profitable bloger so I can stay at home and raise my children and I don't even have kids yet, but who knows what the future holds.
Nara