looking at the calendar and realizing November is going, going, gone
that means the year is too...
time is going by fast and I'm trying to keep up...
not working very well..
back home from travels with many lists in my head..
trying to learn to relax but it's a never ending battle
along with the never ending lists..
i can never win
i feel torn all the time between my old life and my new life
before kadison, after kadison
it's not a back and forth thing like i can go back and live again or live like that now...it's just trying to figure out what is really important to me NOW
who's important
what's important
how I spend my time and with whom...
still trying to figure it out...little by little...
already thinking about the new year...
let's just enjoy what we have of this one..
oh, and here's to one last glorious month of this fabulous year...and to embracing each final second of it...
Posted by: la vie en rose at November 30, 2005 12:43 PMi wonder how long you have to be a mother before it all kind of comes together? mine's 2 1/2 and i still struggle adjusting to this new way of living, with new priorities and a new me
and why does no one tell you this will happen...why do other mothers, mothers older and more experienced than me, not talk about it...it would help...it would help me to know that i'm normal and that the struggle is real and okay
Posted by: la vie en rose at November 30, 2005 12:42 PM