July 14, 2005

still searching

Kadison_bw.jpg
kadison ~ 3 months
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I really wish I could just stay in bed all day tomorrow and wake up on Friday with a fresh look on everything

that's not my reality

Her smile will wake me up and I'll smile back and for that moment I will forget everything else....
But the way my mind goes it won't be long before everything else comes splashing back

I think I'm feeling sorry for myself...
Maybe I am..

I don't like it either

Posted by stef at July 14, 2005 12:14 AM
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I don't know what to say Sneffer Roo........all I know is that that baby girl of your is a cutie pie:)

Love ya,

Erin

Posted by: Erin at July 14, 2005 07:54 PM

Oh, yes. We know that feeling. It's alright. Let yourself have it. You can feel sorry for yourself. You can feel overwhelmed. It's okay. Not that I'm any good at reminding myself of that. But I know that it is true. You are a powerful, amazing, beautiful woman. Things will work out. I promise.

xo,lp

Posted by: lindsey at July 14, 2005 01:10 PM

Kadison is absolutely gorgeous. She looks like a porcelain doll…
The other day my sister-in-law came to babysit my three nephews and Zack for the day. Four boys all under the age of 7. As she started to pull away in her perfectly clean car, she looked at me fearful and exhausted. She has been trying to get pregnant and from the look in her eyes it appeared she was going to start filling her free time with something else ;) As she pulled away I said this, “Having children is way harder than it looks… it is also much easier than it looks.” It’s up to you. Of course, it also depends on the day, if you are properly medicated and if your child has had enough naps :) xoxo ~dps

Posted by: danielle at July 13, 2005 10:47 PM