exposed

I am a girl, a woman, sometimes a miss, but never a mam or a lady
I am a daughter, a granddaughter, a sister, a friend, and a wife
Now a mother
A mother who struggles to find her way, to not feel the intense guilt or worry
A woman who needs to lose weight
A woman who has acne and tries excessively to get rid of it
A woman who needs to be plucked and waxed
A woman who has every intention to call you back but sometimes just doesn’t
A woman who has secrets that will never be told
A woman who has 1 regret
A woman who uses the word “fuck” way too much
A woman who obsesses
A woman who has breasts that were once used for attention now are used for food
A woman who has every intention to get out there but is scared
Scared of what
She’s still trying to figure that out
A woman who reads self-help but thinks a break would be good
A woman who has come a long way to some and not long enough for others
A woman who tries to be happy but finds it very hard
A woman who expects way too much
A woman who has friends who “get” her but live so far away
A woman who has a daughter of her own
A woman who listens well
A woman who admires way too many people
A woman who can be selfish
A woman who can love with all of her heart
A woman who will never forget a face but will always forget a name
A woman who will turn 32 this month – the day meaning everything but the number not a thing
A woman who craves nourishment in all areas
A woman who loves music and cannot, not tap her feet to the beat
A woman who loves to travel
A woman who craves the adventure, the escape
A woman who is shy and tries so hard not to be
A woman who can fall asleep at a blink of an eye but is awake at 2am
A woman who needs to be loved
A woman who craves that great kiss and those kinds of hugs
A woman who need spontaneity
A woman who photographs
A woman who writes
A woman who has loads of dreams
A woman who’s realized the fears that consume her
A woman who thinks about death way too much
A woman who keeps in touch
A woman who is thoughtful
A woman who is always looking around the next corner
A girl just trying to figure herself out