May 04, 2005

trying...

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don't forget your vacuum cleaner next time you go to the park, nikon d70


I flounder around
trying to find the words
the words to how i feel
to what is going on in my world
but i flounder
i flounder around trying to figure it all out

knowing i don't have to figure it ALL out but I try anyway

I flounder around
exhausted and feeling a little blue
normal
i know

I flounder around
feeling isolated
feeling
feeling
I don't really know...

the rain today doesn't help


Posted by stef at May 4, 2005 05:04 PM
Comments

Stef. You rock. You may not feel like you do right now, but I say with Stern Authority that you most certainly do. I also say that when you feel the way you have described, you should seize the opportunity to snuggle up with the wee one, jam a cheesy, happy movie into the DVD player, and let the "figuring out" happen another day. When you're more up for it. And you will be.

flounder diem,
cynthia

Posted by: cynthia at May 5, 2005 07:11 PM

what a loving and supportive community of friends and readers you have! hope tomorrow looks up.

Posted by: carrie at May 5, 2005 02:56 PM

stef~
embrace the rain. its a free ticket to be blue. be blue today... start again tomorrow... may you find a new part of your peace.
all my warm thoughts coming your way...
~danielle

Posted by: Danielle at May 5, 2005 07:47 AM

Comforting thoughts and hugs to you Stef.
Love Mom

Posted by: Mom at May 5, 2005 04:04 AM

oh stef! i hear you! i cannot CANNOT wait to see you & meet your babe. you are in my thoughts girl...

Posted by: mati at May 4, 2005 10:39 PM

I love you.

Posted by: Erin at May 4, 2005 08:52 PM