color

waking up
rolling over
half awake
dreaming?
no.
real life
rolling over again
yes, she's there
she's here
that cry
that face
that warm little body on my chest
reality hits me

wow
after 2 weeks i'm still saying wow
wrong?
right?

sun shines through the window
fresh air comes in
the noise of the cars and kids outside
inside life
outside world
everything keeps going

finding moments to type, to snap photos, to journal, to shower
wishing the building across from my window could be painted
need color

Posted by stef at April 26, 2005 12:18 PM