February 20, 2005

spewing

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i can't seem to get motivated
i can't see to get what i want done
i can't see to do what i want to do

the rain is still falling and it brings me down

the grey clouds, the rain pounding outside my window

i can't seem to get anything done

i want to sleep, i want to read, i want to just curl up and wash away with the rain

i can't seem to get motivated or inspired or .....or...

i need to write a story for class
i need to paint
i need to take new photos.....

there is so much to do and i just can't seem to get to it...

why?

the rain...it keeps pounding and all i want to do is walk in the cool night with the stars above and just walk. walk my tired, achy feet and back...i need to get out ....

Posted by stef at February 20, 2005 08:54 PM
Comments

I hear ya... a three day weekend and little to show for it! An empty carton of Ben & Jerry's, a stack of DVDs to return, a to-do list that remains mostly intact. I keep checking my email obsessively hoping for something magical to change my entire day... but then I think, why aren't I just creating that magic myself? Sure wish I knew what I was waiting for!

Hang in there, enjoy the day, and know that you're not alone in your longing to always do more.

Posted by: cynthia at February 21, 2005 09:47 AM