Jaden's 1st Birthday cake and Birthday wish - I wish for him to have a better tomorrow.
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I've had some pretty vivid dreams lately, some good some bad.
I never really remembered my dreams before but lately I remembering them more and more.
All day long, they are in my head. Still going sometimes.....
I often dream of death; noone ever wants to hear that but it's true. I used to think about death a lot ~ it's not as often or as bad as it used to be but my dreams sure have it.
I looked up the meaning of death in a dream book a friend had. It told me it's not a bad omen or anything. It's usually meaning a rebirth of something. A rebirth or a birth? A rebirth of me? A birth of my baby? I wonder....
It made me feel a little better but the uneasiness still lingers. I hope to one day be at peace about the thoughts and the dreams.
But for now, they are still a little unsettling.
Be grateful to remember those vivid dreams so you can learn from them. That is so beautiful that death symbolizes rebirth and transformation. Making way for something NEW. Not just a new baby, but a new Stef. Of course you are feeling uneasy!!! Dreams can really grip you because they are so powerful and striking at times. I know that I tend to remember my bad ones more than my good ones. Trust that your dreams are helping you move along your path and helping you release that which is no longer needed in your subconscious. Or at least make an effort to be thankful when you have a happy-go-lucky dream! It is okay to be afraid and unsure. Just keep dreaming.
Posted by: Becky at November 15, 2004 06:00 PM